I guess most of you can smell it already. *grin*
A mth ago, I can feel something is wrong somewhere with me. I felt kinda nausea and extra tiredness specially in the morning. These happened for 3-4 days before a colleague pointed out “u ni mcm berisi jer??!” Gulpppppp…
Am I?? Impossible!! It was Sept since my last Auntie Visit. I’m pregnant for 3mths ++???!! Noooooooo…
With heavy hearted, I, with the company of my hubby headed to Guardian and bought the pregnancy test kit. It’s a loooooonnnnggg nite for me. Have to wait till the next morning to run the test; to get the 99.9% accurate result.
I’m soooo worried. I haven’t get myself prepared for the second pregnancy. Not so soon! At least, not until April this year! There were so many things in my head. Perhaps I’m still phobia / trauma with Rayyan’s condition though there is nothing serious. I didn’t get myself prepared properly as well last round. At least, consuming Acid Folic few months before conceive. Couldn’t afford to repeat such mistake. *sigh*
I’m sooo worried that even my mom can read the face. She also tumpang worried. Hubby on the other hand, is smiling ear to ear. Hmm…
It’s Saturday and I woke up as early as 7am!!! Ghezzz… Went to pee together with the pregnancy test kit! The result???
Positive!! *faint*
Hubby was the first one to receive the news followed by a close cuz of mine and mom! I was speechless and worried for the whole week wondering how could I get pregnant??!! Buduh kan?? Well, of coz I have strong reasons for that. *wink* Let just say… the ‘family planning’ didn’t work out as I/we wish! *sigh*
So, we went to do the ultrasound/scan the next day. Based on it, the doc said the baby is only about 7-8 weeks which is not tally with my LMP. Perhaps the irregular Auntie Visit I had since duuuuluuuu causing the instability. Entah la… Doc advised to have another scan in couple of weeks for verification. Anyway, EDD given was 1/8/10. Phewww… I’m going to give birth again??!!! *Double sigh*
1st scan 13 Dec 2009 : 7-8 weeks
I do not have a choice but to accept the fact that I’M PREGNANT! And I have to go through the entire clinic’s visits again. *roll eyes* Instead of worry-ing all the time, I think I have to face it happily, think positive and hope for the best! Rite??
Yeahh... been keeping this news for a month. Since I experienced miscarriage before, I know that I’m not going to share anything at least until the 3rd month. At least, he/she is more stable at that stage. Besides, kinda pantang juga ba tu… entah la…
As advised, went for another scan early of this month. Doc said I’m at 10-11 week. This round, hubby and I could see the baby clearer. In fact, the baby is very active. We could see him/her ‘jumping’ and shaking the leg and hand actively. *relief*

2nd scan 3 Jan 2010 : 10-11 weeks
At earlier stage, I have this ‘nite sickness’ instead of morning sickness. I puke most of the time after having my dinner. *sigh* So, I prefer something light rather than heavy meal at nite. Moreover, I’m not a vege or meat person. So, the eating styles contribute to the low blood pressure I guess… *double sigh*
Anyway, I’m getting better now. The nite sickness seems gone already. *relief* Till then… Pray for me guys… *smile*